..she said..

The HOUSE is my HOME

2011-02-11T14:23:00.002+08:00

''Tara''

2011-02-10T02:04:00.000+08:00

heart & arrows:tattoo

2010-08-10T03:11:00.001+08:00

design credited to :KA

such a talented man u r!

;)

corpse bride by me..:P

2010-07-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hye guys,tell me what do u see in it??

I saw a corpse bride..u'all?

painting the feelings...

2010-06-25T01:51:00.000+08:00

I think my heart does know how to potrays on what inside..

can u guys interpret?

jeans oh my lovely jeans (^_^)

2010-06-12T07:19:00.000+08:00

hallu;p

2day I would like to share with u all the lovelies my fav jeans..

simply love it.

xoxo

hehe

have a nice day!

GAZA with L.o.V.e

2010-06-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

GAZA with L.o.v.e from me..

..Showing some support for Palestine..

If we call ourselves human..

then why do we kill others..

Let me know when the rain fall..

2010-04-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

Birds,

Let me know when the rain fall..

I need to feel free again..

Trees,

Let me know when the rain fall..

Cause I want to feel happy again..

Winds,

Whisper to me when the rain is falling..

Cause I need to dance in the rain..

I just need the rain..

so I can let the tears fall heavily..

and bring along the hurt i felt..

lesson learn: dun drowned in happynes in the hardest tyme of ur life

2010-03-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

The entry was written last nyte:

I learn to feel about life & love in depth
this few days

the day i tried to cheer up
bt i couldn't sing it out loud
to throw the bad feeling

then
i share wf the 1 closer these days
in fact
them
also feel miserable as i am

now
in the middle of nyte
I'm finding the distraction

already pack up my bag 2 runaway

expressing my emotion
since i couldn't
fall asleep

i stay with nature
be friends with the owl
it may recall
as scariest things

but i just stared far
wondering what's on the other side
maybe that's what the owl look at

lesson learn
i shall not be to happy
in my hardest time now

the Russian may think darker
and the Russian roulette
look like a good friends
at the moment

but
i shall known
that
it just a sign for me
to obey
and
comeback
to HIM

dear
go deep into
the sacred pieces
when
you are lost & miserable

2010-03-21T11:03:00.000+08:00

menulis atau mengarang..
tujuannya satu memberitahu isi hati ,

something that we afraid to let it out loud,
something that i dun have guts to tell others about..
oh my, sometimes life can play the rhyme it self..
players like me, if i'm not strong will only go down...

Between me and life ,
there's always be other player,
lots of seduction,
and sometimes its hard to define happyness & fun,
eternity, yup words so sacred to be written here..
do it ever exist?
eternity..

some people walk , others will run..
am i just what? standing here in confuse on everything..

i look like 1 of them..
but they didnt look like 1 of me..

i am still standing at this moment.
today i look back on what he said..
maybe now i am looking back at the past..
to see those faces whom i loved..
are there still standing there?

i'm not quite sure..

But 1 things i knw..
maybe the 1 in past ,
i can look in the future..

because i know
that i'm a girl who live by the present..

i having all of it on 1 pit stop..
then again i will continue walking until the next pit stop..

maybe some will disagree..

but I'm sorry,

it just the way i choose my life should be..

i may promise u 4 vacation..
or even to take care of u..
or to love u back..

but keep in mind..
times fly, people comeback with new faces..
at least those people had try something new..
are u?

(t_t)

2010-03-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

I climb up the mountain to meet u..
why cant u slide down the hills to meet me..

I'm not exist only just for you..
I'm not just an empty body for you to pull me here and there..

When the rocks fell hard on me..
Even after I told you so..
why there is no voice..
words that soothe me from you..

people that i throw away very far
come saying hi..

U the one that close remain silence this days..

I guess rain doesn't fall when the wind blow anymore..
Rain is changing away follow the route of fun that the rain indulge now..

Do not drunk in it..
Become sober as soon as you can..
before the big typhoon hits u..

But i knw how mad i am,
i will still here waiting 4 u..
hearing all ur complaints..

i dun regret..
but i just hurt at this moment..

my journey unfinish

2010-03-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

Kita tak pernah gagal mencari kesalahan orang lain,
namun adakah kita pernah mengakui kesilapan sendiri??

Life is challenging enough,
but God will never given a task that we cant fulfill
It just somehow it can be so easy until very hard to achieve.

today i still sitting here
fulfill all the task to complete my days to freedom
but i somehow afraid
When the day come,
will i feel free??
or pathetic empty??

Should I or shoud I not..

the blurry ending

2009-12-28T09:58:00.000+08:00

Today is the last monday on this great 2009..
lots of things happened,
sweet, sour, bitter, even spicy..
these days passes in just a blink of the eyes..
i felt like i just woke up from my fisrt monday morning early 2009
which I had so much fun celebrated new year back then..

2010..
how do I feel??
what should I do next?
what my target?
Gosh!..i havent decided any yet..

At this point, I'm not driving fast,
but just as slow as the turtle towards the finishing line..
Nothing to keep me motivated to drive with thrive..
I still remembered back early 2009 when I was so excited to get through the year
to finsh my study with flourish..
but now..(sigh)
There is no tears or big laugh expressed..

Where's my soul go?

I , myself in confius..
Do i have anything to cherish for..
Domy life now is just to achieve the victory?
Just tO pleased others?

Now, I almost there, but I afraid..
Do i will feel happy or excited as I should be..

I afraid to expect or even plan anything this coming days..
At this moment, it is wise to let the days pass,
let it pattern the path for me,

God, give me strength to embrace the future..
Since I will need it the most as My Body moving by itself..
A rObOt I shall be, as I couldnt find my soul to leads me through the days..:(

short story EP 1

2009-09-27T01:46:00.000+08:00

''Did I just see an angel just now?
Did she just appeared in front of me?
Oh my, why this heart beat so fast,
Oh harry, come on!
go to her!''

>pranks!

''Oh my god, did u just happen to do that?!
I can believe it, hey man, where your eyes??
left somewhere??''
> an angry man two times bigger than harry,
oh my harry, you messing with the wrong man,
all eyes on her, that's what you get..

''Sorry man, i didnt mean too.''
>Harry stood up, creating not so sincere smile for the angry man,
(wrong step again ,man!), but his eyes still keep looking at her..
Oh my!, harry is worth it..
she look around to the riot you just made,
(hahaha) you made it ! you caught her attention..
she's coming..

''Billy, what's up?
can you just forget it, he doesnt mean that okay,
enjoy the party, man..''
>she said, and yes she look at you Harry, and she smile.

>Harry was standing there like a statue of liberty!
oh my Harry!, can you take the chance..

>Poor Harry!
she left..but she still give a pleasant smile to Harry,
that will be the best moment for Harry.. (is it Harry?)

> Harry still standing there.
Billy, the man he bumped too, turned out to be her bodyguard..
the man walk away, as poor Harry is still standing like an idiot now!
come on harry!

^ to be continued..~

..its for you..

2009-09-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

can i said that this beat is love?
can i know why my teardrop without you around?
can i know why i so excited to meet you?
can i know why i love to spend each time with you?
can i know why your name easily come out from my mouth?
can i know why suddenly i smile?
can i know why i didn't stop until you felt very happy?
can i know i would left everything behind for you one day?

i seriously don't know why,
but frankly every time i longing so much to say
i love u,
but i hold myself back,

because i cant bear to feel hurt again.

but one thing great,
I really thankful to God,
God brought you to my life,
I LOVE YOU

Happy Birthday, Honey..muaxs!

..missing..

2009-09-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

As i starred at the poster of Gubra at my wall,
suddenly this sad feeling appears again,
i miss someones, yes someones!
which is the great storyteller, the late Yasmin Ahmad..

Dear Yasmin,
I miss to read your blog again,
I miss to hear your thoughts about everything,
I miss to get my head actively operate try to understand every quote you said,
(how poor is it..)
I miss to go surfing around everything you said..

Now suddenly I lost a Guru to teach me.

But a thousand thank you as u make me a better human by your words.
thank you..

I miss you, the great storyteller!

pica explainto

2009-08-11T07:14:00.000+08:00

the thousand assumption by seeing a shot of picture
the thousand cry,laugh, angry, devastated , hurt comes as emotion
human being are predictable
it is not wrong
but
how bout give thousand explanation about a shot of picture
then it will be wise
emotion is not guilty
though
by letting it control us
it will be poison
so expressed the feeling
but
don't forget to get the explanation

in short term,take a positive sideeeeeee

(help u cheerful)

2009-06-26T03:07:00.000+08:00

mata kami terpaku,
tangan kami menyatu,

tapi ak tidak merasakan rasa itu,
aku seperti tidak menginginkan dia yang di hadapan ku,

hati ku tidak berdegup sepantas dulu,
apa yang harus ku lakukan,
adakah ak harus mencari pemilik hatiku,
atau ak harus memberi ruang kepada si dia di hadapan ku,

menerima dia lalu memenjara diri,
aku mungkin bahagia di samping dia,
tetapi hati ku tidak akan merasa getaran itu,
getaran kau yang telah pergi menyepi

kenapa kau pergi kasih,
setelah kau curi hatiku,
kenapa kau biarkan dia memiliki ku,
kenapa kau tidak datang mengahalangnya,
adakah aku tidak cukup membahagiakan mu,

ku lihat dia dihadapan ku,
mata nya bercahaya,
ak dapat lihat keikhlasan cintanya,
tapi bisakah ak bahagiakan mu
sedang hatiku milik dia,

ak tunduk,
ak leraikan gengaman tangannya,
maafkan aku,
hatiku bukan untukkmu,
ak perlukan kepastian cinta dari dia,
sebelum ak tegar memilih mu,

jika jodoh kita bersama,
ak pasti bersama mu

pada detik ini
relakan ak pergi
mencari sang pemilik hati

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2009-06-26T03:01:00.000+08:00

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miley cyrus the climb

2009-04-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

miley cyrus a.k.a hannah montana is out with the new single the climb..
Most of her song before suit her well,
but this one, the song is nice(very2 nice),
however , from my perspective it doesnt suit well with her voice,

then i browse all over you tube
to find any1 else who cover the song,
finally i found 1 winner,(4 me,hi3).

go check this gurl on you tube:
hchsknights08

then if u do so, go check all the other song she had cover,
its cool, very da cooll!!!

fast and the furious 4

2009-04-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

fast and the furious 4!!!

Attention,
for those out there who not yet watch this movie,
please do so..if u think the 3rd movie is great, watch diz 1!
y??
because the movie is not juz about the car,
but has a good storyline, lot of action (of course),
in simple way, suitable to watch by everyone eventhough u dun like
racing, cars and so on.!!
thousand starzzz to uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....

gossip girl...!!

2009-04-22T13:21:00.000+08:00

guys!
get ready 4 another drama from gossip girl..
who knows what all the player wanting too..
ready to sit on the couch & watch all the episode..
enjoy watching..
xoxo!

ps: more update on gossip girl.net

line

2009-02-24T02:13:00.001+08:00

I woke up late in the afternoon

I see those bags , clothes , shoes of you

laying on my floor..

trying to recall what we fight for last night..

yes, I did lie to you..

but how could I tell you..

that between us,

there is line set us apart..

the line that keep me stop to get to you..

As my headache worsen..

I felt that no point for me to try persuade you..

'cause the norm said..

when you choose to be loved..

you choose to be hurt..

perhaps one day..

when we meet again..

the line is gone

forever.

To wh0m it my coNCERN..

2009-02-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

hAppy V-Day to yOu..

yOu who once i had loved..

i know is been hard 4 u..

yes, i w0nt lie,i felt miserable t0o..

bt dun worry time will heal evrything..

One's life shouldnt think s0 much ab0ut love

as it may come again..

these w0rds will be hurt to swallow by y0u..

bt i'm s0rry i juz too tired..

couldnt carry ar0und those feelings..

feeling of LOVE& HURT..

thank you very much 4 evrything..

this time ar0und..

valentine it juz a day in 2009..